Finally I think I m getting some where in my life. I have a goal and an aim. Funny that being lonely I m able focus more. Now I have time to thibk about myself and analyse what are my priorites and demands in life. Life was not so easy sometime back when I had friends with me who could help me go forward in this direction. I guess I have over come the fear by facing it without any support. I did take the step forward and faced all the hurdles that came in the path. This was really a long test and a very important learning experience of my life. My future is still in shades of dark but then I have decided which path to take. I do not know what will happen next or what will be the end result but then I know I am not afraid of it. I m in full control of my life.